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Monday, June 30, 2008

spring house cleaning

1 space down... 14 space to go...

i managed to clean up 1 space (guest bedroom #1) all it needs to vacuum, minor wall scrubbing, and air freshener..

let's see..

worked on 2nd guest bedroom, garage, utility..

still need a whole lot more...

anyone up to helping me house clean? donations towards a professional maid service?

why the sudden clean? besides spring cleaning...and th fact that my sister is finally moving her things out...no more excuses for messy/cluttered house...aww

i have honored guest coming...

 


Tuesday, June 10, 2008

directions part II

God answers prayers....

i asked for a miracle and God gave me one...

i was at a T in the road...hoping for the road to open up so i can continue straight....

and it did.... +... i didn't have to to choose left or right...i am going to continue to go straight...

i do know where i am trying to reach...sometimes its just very hard to see it...

each time i am lost...i pray a bit harder and things seem to be clearer....sometimes it just takes me a looooooooong time to see things and to accept it....sometimes i need a bit of drama to figure out what i have...

strange huh? i know i do things the hard way sometimes...but i dare to stand up for what i want... and sometimes...i realize that what i want was not what i really need...

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i'm on day 2 of working out...i thought i would be in more pain but not yet....maybe in a couple of days...

 


Tuesday, June 03, 2008

directions

pretend that you are driving to a destination you have never been

you are driving and you think you are lost....what would you do?

do you continue to drive thinking your destination is right around the corner?

do you stop and ask for directions?

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i feel that i am always looking for directions.

sometimes when i feel that i am lost, i would stop and ask for directions only to find out that if i had continue just a bit longer, i would arrive at my destination.

sometimes i would continue to driving thinking that they next exit would be it...only to drive for hours and getting even more lost...

what does this mean?

do i know know where im going...is that the problem? i can't reach a destination if i don't know where i'm going

could it be that i don't know how to read the signs correctly

am i too confident that i don't do extensive research before leaving?

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i'm currently at a T in the road...

i don't have the option to continue to go straight...

i don't know where Left will take me
and i don't know where Right will take me

so what do i do?

i reverse backwards...

i don't turn around...and go back...

i go back with my head looking forward hoping the road would somehow change and i can go straight...

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any thoughts?

 

 


Tuesday, May 20, 2008

the more you receive the more you are expected to give

the more money you make= the more you have to work

the more you receive= the more you have to give

the more knowledge you have= the more you have to share

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its easier to pretend and hide then to acknowledge and confront...

i want to hide sometimes but my mind doesn't allow me to...

i want to pretend but i don't know how

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timing...its not in my hands...i can't control it...

quote of the week: i cant do everything myself

trust, surrender, faith, passion


Monday, May 12, 2008

here i am again...

i haven't wrote much...so i have nothing to reflect on or see how much progress i have made....

so as i learned in psychology....i need a journal/diary...

i am learning to take it, one day at a time...
but it's hard..
im so emotional lately...highs and lows...
some days im happy go lucky and nothing can dampen my spirits...then
some days im so angry...like...i want to tell the world...srew you
...then
some days im so sad...i feel like no one likes me...

why these high and lows?
i'm still thinking...



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